good bye

Everytime I drive up the lane at Lakeside Farms I glance to the right looking for long tails swishing and heads raising to see who is coming for a visit. It has been a long time since I have done anything with them, but I still find myself humming the les mes empty chairs and empty tables- green grass grows longer and gates swing open. Nobody to house here. Inside me I still want a horse connection- for now, the only one I had is gone. I hope not for too long or at least not forever.